So I'm totally Stealing eriNovelist's idea about how grateful I am for everything I have. I'm very blessed and I really do forget sometimes and get caught up on little things that are wrong and get frustrated.

I'm thankful for so many things
-My friends who keep me going and feeling loved. Without them i'd die. Like seriously.
-My family who I often get mad at but they love me no matter what.
-All of the nice things I have; a nice house, my iPod, my cell phone, my clothes. I'm so blessed
-Music because without it I'd be so lost
-Art so I can express myself
-Having a great high school- though sometimes it sucks it's blue ribbon and that will give me so many opportunities
-my health. Some people aren't healthy and I appreciate being good in that area.

So thanks for watching and Happy Thanksgiving!!

Your thankful artist/writer,
~LEMartist

I really have been in a bad mood this past month. I don't know why. I'm giving up on a lot of things.
There's really no inspiration for me to draw and I really don't have a passion for anything anymore.

I'm taking a drawing class so I'll put up those drawings I guess.

I'm just not in the mood to do anything but be upset about nothing.
The only thing I do is pretend to be fine so no one worries but figures if you're watching me and wondering where I went it's the reasons above


So bye I for a while,
LEMartist

I don't know there's nothing I really enjoy more than sending someone a text and seeing the little check mark by their name.

I know they got it.

Or having them be online on facebook, sending them a message in order to tell them something.
And it's funny how ten minutes later they're still online. But they're not responding.

It's frustrating. but i can't do much about it.

from,
LEMartist

so I'm putting off having to write a character sketch now so I can become a journal freak.
Last night my high school had their homecoming and I had a lot of fun. I danced the whole time and E.Shan's date BRIIANN was completely jealous of my moves.

basically im the whitest person out there so that means I can't dance. At all.
We got to ride in an obnoxious, white, stretch limo-awesome!
My poor friend, Ninja, got assaulted by this other girl (name will be withheld) and she started grinding on him. Funniest. Thing. Ever.
Secondhand seranade's song "Fall for you" came on and it was like okay..uncomfortable.. So Ninja and I danced. Which was slightly awkward seeing that I avoided eye contact for the most part. haha.

but anyway that was the description of my first slow dance.not too exciting. and my innocent eyes were scarred again by teens basically having sex with clothes on. haha.

but now it's the whole letdown thing where I have to do homework and clean my room today and I'm sad that the fun is over. :/

And about my previous journal, sorry if I freaked anyone out but I needed to rant and I haven't been telling people too many things lately so I talk to my cat. You think I'm kidding-I'm not.

So basically catching up on my life which hasn't been too pleasant.

From,
~LEMartist

So I really have no idea when im getting art up. I had given up drawing for a while. now i'm starting it up again but it's just to express emotions or whatever.
I'm not planning on posting it.

I don't know it has been difficult the past few weeks as I've been getting used to school. I'm way too weepy. I'll usually tell people that i don't have tear glands or i dont cry but it turns out i do.

I guess im tired of always getting hurt or screwed over. So i'm still working on the not caring thing. We'll see

as for now i'm apathetic when it comes to d.A.

sorry
LEMartist